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December 10th, 2005 (11:23 am)
sad

current mood: sad

I'm so happy today cuz my daddy's coming home for his once a weekend vist...i hate life so much...people always say it'll get better...well so far it hasnt, everything just keeps getting worse...Everyone says omg i miss my mom/dad so much when your parents get divorced...but think about it...when your parents arent divorvced and yet you still see your dad about once a week...yea it sorta suxx...especially when you have to do every single thing around the house cuz you're mom is not doing too great...and you and brother arent getting along so basically you hate each other...the only thing good you have in your life is your best friend who so happens to be the only person that gets you and the only person that'll listen to your problems and your life...and plus even when your dad is home, your parents still fight...even though they only see each other once a week..you cry yourself to sleep everynight just praying that life will get better even though you know it wont..Yea just think about it, that's my life...

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November 27th, 2005 (09:21 pm)
awake

current mood: awake

Today i went to church...i actually payed attention but i dont remember anything he said...and then it was raining...YAY!!! and yea...then umm like a couple hours later i had to go to my grandma's for her birthday. Then we had cake!!! and Colin had his first little piece of cake, cuz he like grabbed it off of my sisters plate...it was funny...so yea my day was pretty boring...

lyl
Ashley

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November 26th, 2005 (01:45 pm)
lazy

current mood: lazy
current song: Because of You

Yesterday I went to the movies with Sophia and Lynnsay, we saw Yours, mine, and ours...it was pretty cool i guess...then after we went to mcdonalds and Lynnsay hid Sophia's coat and then this lil kid took it it was pretty funny, then we went to taco bell and the smell grossed me out so i just like got up and ran outside...then when we got home my parents started fighting...my mom said she was gonna leave my dad...i started crying a lil and yea...i wanted to ummm cut so bad...but i didnt...yea...
That was yesterday...

Today umm I've been pretty bored, I think I'm sick...I'm always fricken sick...and i hate it...yea my parents still arent talking to each other...my mom almost left last night...life sux...everything bad happens to me...o well i guess it's just life...

Luv ya,
Ashley

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November 21st, 2005 (05:57 pm)
sad

current mood: sad

Hmmm...

1st-Penny Experiment
2nd-i learned that 1+4=5...and its band...
3rd-study guide...
4th-read and passed notes with Katelyn like always
5th-listened to music...
6th-made a map to my house

today was pretty boring...Right now im officially the saddest person on earth...yup yup yup...
well luv ya all



...Ashley

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November 13th, 2005 (10:37 pm)
confused

current mood: confused
current song: What I Got-Sublime

Today was pretty gay...

I went over Shelby's still totally depressed ive been like this for 3 days. We walked all the way up to walgreens to get chalk and they didnt have any. Then we came bak and listened to music...Shaina was listenin to bsb...how gay!!! I barely even talked the whole day...yet shelby wouldnt shut up...i got soooo annoyed...My brother came and picked me up and yelled at me for not ever going to my grandma's house. Then i realized how mean and careless i am... cuz she could die at any given moment. Then I started crying...

~Ashley

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November 12th, 2005 (03:36 pm)
depressed

current mood: depressed

I got my report card yesterday...and i actually made honor roll...Yay me!!!!
and then shelby spent the night last night...and i was so depressed...that i went upstairs and cried for a half hour...then she finally came upstairs and yea i was still crying...

hmmm...
I'm going to my aunts and uncle's house for a party...they're like rich...i hate going over there cuz all they make me do is watch all the lil kids...
But my cousins came up from Texas so this should be interesting since i havent seen her in like a year...

yupp so thats what im doin today...pretty boring...

Ashley

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November 10th, 2005 (08:57 pm)
tired

current mood: tired
current song: All That I've Got-The Used

Today was a bad/good day...

1st-umm everyone laughed at me cuz i was day dreaming and ms jarman was like ashley are you with us? and i was like huh....o yea... haha so funny

2nd-i was bored...mr shultz whouldnt let me go get my notebook...

3rd-ummm...boring...

4th-i got good grades on my tests... yay!!!!!!

5th-computers....just listened to music...the whole time...ummmm avenged sevenfold and some local band that Ryan had on Katelyn's comp.

6th-i got sooooo pissed...cuz i had the worst headache and then my bruised knee started killing me...i literally almost started crying...and then he assigned us like 5 wks...and they were all soo confusing so im just copying off of Rachael at lunch tomorrow...


after school...me and shelby walked all the way to her moms work and then dunkin donuts and then to her house and chaz and katie and shaina and everyone were all having a big wrestling fest in her front yard...then we left her house and came to mine...then had french toast for dinner...and we talked with my mom for like ever...then looked at her wedding pics..she was soooo pretty...and then she went home...

and once again...bus drivers are gay...especially miss bobby...

Ashley

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November 6th, 2005 (09:34 pm)
lonely

current mood: lonely

My weekend was fun...
Sophia came over and we hung out with Adam on saturday...
Then adam and nick today...
It was pretty cool...i fell off of nicks pegs and like hit my tailbone and i bruised it...and it hurts like crap...

And now i have to go to school tomorrow...
this sux...

Ashley

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November 4th, 2005 (08:34 pm)
tired

current mood: tired
current song: Move

Today was okay...
I didnt feel like going to school...so i didnt...
I slept all day... and i had the worst dream ever...

My mom actually thought i was sick...hah'

thats's hilarious

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November 3rd, 2005 (08:24 pm)
current mood: Suicidal...
current song: Razorblades- Story of the Year

1st hour-did the weather project

2nd hour-just sat there...thinking...and i guess i talked too

3rd hour-Mike wasnt there and i just talked

4th hour-read...and thought

5th hour-i was thinking again...and Jamie ate Alex's math homework...haha funny

6th hour-Zach wasnt there again today, we had a test, I most likely failed


I went over Katie's and made a video...
Then called my mom and found out that my grandma was in the hospital...
I'm not sure if she still is or not...

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